Our somewhat wild but somewhat domesticated cat, Ginger, Is full of
surprises. She came here as a tiny kitten that had somehow been
separated from her mother. Perhaps she still looks for her long lost
parent on her sojourns she takes every so often, when she leaves home
for close to a week. We never know where she is until we hear her come
back in through our cat door in the middle of the night. She has been a
real enigma for me especially since all of my other female felines
enjoyed a much more peaceful kittenhood and so were quite content to
just stay home. But judging by her appearance when we first spotted her
around our barn, she was a half-starved and scruffy little thing with a
dull fur coat that seemed to be in dire need of some comfort and
security, not to mention regular meals. And as the months went by, we
managed to win her over just enough to fatten her up and in time she
even came inside our cottage in a skittish sort of way. Though with the
slightest provocation, a sudden noise or a friend visiting us, she’d
hightail it outside of our charming abode and disappear for hours.
I’ve
often wondered what really happened in her young life to make such an
impression on the rest of her days. But within a year she had her first
and only litter of 5 kitties on our bed just before we went overseas. I
ended up giving most of them away to good people that answered an ad and
I kept a short haired black one that we call Domino, because of his
markings, with those white paws on his jet- black fur. But Ginger
rejected him and instead fawned over our old guy, Shaq, a neutered male
who’s now over 20 years of age. So, things have been a bit dicey between
mother and son but they’ve somehow gotten to a point where they almost
tolerate each other. This has taken 7 years. But Shaq is her idol,
although he too can attack her suddenly for no apparent reason as he’s
getting a bit dotty in the head as he ages, and I wonder what will
happen between these two when he passes.
But despite all that, as I
was hanging out the washing the other day, our Ginger decided to keep me
company and I knew that she was a lot more domesticated than I’d
previously believed. So, I sat down with her for a moment after clearing
out the laundry basket and in time I gave her a few cuddles and petted
her silky coat, thinking about what a wonderful little girl pussycat she
was to have around. The male cats never helped me with the washing.
They’re busy sleeping or rough housing with each other or just catching
rays. But Ginger is a female and has a different side to her personality
and loves to be company for us, not because she’s ailing like Shaq, or
starving for more food like Domino, but because she likes the domestic
duties we do around here. And when she came over to the bench and I
stopped my work, this is what I thought about for a few minutes. Then
rather reluctantly, I stood up and our wee break was over as I had other
jobs to finish. And within a minute I looked back towards her and saw
that she took over the space I’d occupied, perfectly content to sleep
there after our little cat chat.
Our animals make us stop in our
tracks with our self-dialogue and our foibles. They are just in the here
and now and so was I for quite a few minutes. Afterwards, I felt very
content myself and could have purred like she was. Although they keep us
on our toes, there are lashings of delight having them share our space
and time. And unconditional love is pretty hard to beat.
But
don’t worry, I resumed my talking to myself and probably looking a bit
silly doing that, but we’re out in the wop wops and nobody’s here except
our chickens and they could care less. I could recite the Preamble to
the US Constitution and nobody would even notice.